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Happy Birthday roseybud8!!! [ March 20th, 2008 2:08am ] I enjoyed myself with the Princesses tonite... Will upload photos tomorrow, when I dun feel too obsessed with my poupee... :P  2 comments | reply | edit | memory

... [ February 28th, 2008 5:17pm ] 我很想你   你知道吗? 如果可以就让我再见你 美好微笑,  清澈眼睛 好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已 我很想你  听见了吗? 这是唯一我无解的困境 那些过去不肯过去 不管我后来遇见多少人 只能叹息,  都不是你 2 comments | reply | edit | memory

你爱我吗? [ February 14th, 2008 3:18pm ] 你爱我吗 - 樱桃帮 / Cherry Boom 你爱我吗?你是爱我的吧 Do you love me? You do love me rite? 未来真的很长 The future is really very long 如果你不愿意回答 If you are not willing to reply 最后我会再问你一次你爱我吗? In the end I will still ask you again, Do you love me? 从前我们走过的地方 The places we used to go 像是一幅幅美丽的画 Are like many pieces of pictures 曾经那些天真的梦想 The naive dreams we used to have 是不是只能是童话 Could they only be fairy tales 为什么我们变成这样 Why did we become like this 拿着电话却说不出话 Holding onto the phone yet unable to speak 或许眼泪不让它流下 Maybe the tears are not allowed to fall 就好像不那么悲伤 So that it doesn't feel so pain 你爱我吗?你是爱我的吧 Do you love me? You do love me rite? 当你眼睛闭上 When you close your eyes 低下头不说一句话 And lower your head not saying anything 你爱我吗?你是爱我的吧 Do you love me? You do love me rite? 未来真的很长 The future is really very long 如果你不愿意回答 If you are not willing to reply 最后我会再问你一次你爱我吗? In the end I will still ask you again, Do you love me? 为什么变得如此沉默 Why have we become so uncommunicative 回忆我们最初的承诺 Remembering our first promise 就让那些浪漫的所有 Just letting all those romance 都消失这黑色天空 Disappear into the black sky 你爱我吗?你是爱我的吧 Do you love me? You do love me rite? 当你眼睛闭上 When you close your eyes 低下头不说一句话 And lower your head not saying anything 你爱我吗?你是爱我的吧 Do you love me? You do love me rite? 未来真的很长 The future is really very long 如果你不愿意回答 If you are not willing to reply 你爱我吗?你是爱我的吧 Do you love me? You do love me rite? 未来真的很长 The future is really very long 如果你不愿意回答 If you are not willing to reply 最后我会再问你一次你爱我吗? In the end I will still ask you again, Do you love me? 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

acidrayne1979 wishes all.... [ February 8th, 2008 1:50am ] 4 comments | reply | edit | memory

Here's wishing all a..... [ January 1st, 2008 10:26pm ] ( Our Little New Year's Day Party... ) 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

[ December 21st, 2007 2:46pm ] Merry Christmas My Fellow LJ-ers! 2 comments | reply | edit | memory

Tagged! [ August 18th, 2007 10:20am ] Tagged by bloodyjun 1. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself. 2. Tag seven people to do the same. 3. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag whoever wants to do it. 1 - Though I have a pretty fiery temper and am quite temperamental (think those who know me well know tat already), I tend to forgive and forget fast... Unless of coz, it's something really big... 2 - I used to adore laughing at others' grammatical/spelling mistakes... Now it's just a hobby when I go out and read those nonsensical signboards...  :P 3 - I have this talent with numbers... I can remember most numbers at a glance... 4 - I resent people (especially my extremely kay-poh maid) touching my things... I love my things as they are, no matter how untidy... 5 -  I am quite a speed demon (maniac driver, reckless, wateva u wanna call it... I call it FUN) on the road, but a meek mouse in the carpark. LOL! 6 - I may look and claim to be quite ang-moh pai but am sometimes (sometimes, only!) quite cheena... e.g. I listen to chinese songs, believe that a certain parking lot is jinxed, or my legs while sleeping should never face the door, etc. 7 - I tend to be a really irritating stuck-up bitch, especially if I dunno you well enough yet... Im tagging roseybud8, dewberries, mingwong, zhengxiin, eatstars_, stshirl, sundaytea, 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

Give Me A Present!!! [ December 20th, 2006 8:37am ] [ mood | Lethargic-where's the weekend? ] I thought this looked fun... ( my xmas stocking ) 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

[ July 1st, 2006 8:09pm ] I Miss roseybud8!!!! I'm bored waiting for acidrain1978 to come pick me after his flight coz we haf a wedding dinner to "fly" to...  wonder wat's taking him so long... I was ready eons ago! Baaahhhhh!!! I Miss roseybud8!!!! 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

Change of Date! [ June 8th, 2006 7:55am ] [ mood | More Stressed Than Ever ] The previous date has been changed!!!  Due to "un"-forseen circumstances we have now brought it forward... And NO, I AM NOT PREGNANT!!! It's becoz a certain someone who had given their ok earlier, has now changed their mind about letting us hold the wedding in the 7th month (a very significant date to us)!!!!! BAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9 comments | reply | edit | memory

Singapore Idol... [ June 1st, 2006 7:37pm ] Okie, the show's over...  To me, the contestants were HORRENDOUS... except for.... Number 1 : Jonathan Leong  (he's my Sylvester Sim of Singapore Idol 2... Get the pic?  When I heard his voice, I just melted to puddles...) Number 2 : Paul Twohill (He's just unique... I dunno if he's handsome, coz i could never see his face...) IMO, there's no need for tonite's results show... but then again, with Mediacorp, u'd never noe... 8 comments | reply | edit | memory

[ May 11th, 2006 8:24pm ] [ mood | Extremely High! ]   Nope, you din see wrongly... It's true, acidrayne1979 is getting married...  I am a little jittery... Yet, looking forward to to it...  Thanks my dear acidrain1978 for agreeing to my dream wedding...  Please check ur mailboxes sometime in the near future for the invites...  :D 12 comments | reply | edit | memory

[ May 1st, 2006 12:21pm ] [ mood | Cheery ] [ music | 当你 - 王心凌 ] I've been busy doing lotsa crafting lately... together with the jitters of my new job, and creating shopping lists for destinations that acidrain1978's heading to, contributed to the lack of updates... So as acidrain1978 enjoys himself in Melbourne shopping for my shampoo, I decided to do this short entry to tide u over before I bombard u with an overload of pictures, here's Cyndi's 当你... 如果有一天 If one day 我回到从前 I went back to the past 回到最原始的我 Back to the original me 你是否会觉得我不错 Would you feel that I am not bad 如果有一天 If one day 我离你遥远 I went far away from you 不能再和你相约 Unable to meet you again 你是否会发觉我已经说再见 Would you realize that I already said goodbye 当你的眼睛眯着笑 When your eyes squint and smile 当你喝可乐当你找 When you drink coke, when you find 我想对你好 I want to treat you right 你从来不知道 You never knew 想你想你 Missing you, missing you 也能成为嗜好 Can also become a hobby 当你说今天的烦恼 When you speak of today's troubles 当你说夜深你睡不着 When you say you can't sleep at night 我想对你说 I want to tell you 却害怕都说错 But am afraid it'll all come out wrong 好喜欢你 I really like you 知不知道 Do you know 如果有一天 If one day 梦想都实现 Dreams all came true 回忆都成了永远 All memories become forever 你是否还会记得今天 Would you still remember today 如果有一天 If one day 我们都发觉 We both realize 原来什么都可以 Everything is possible 无论是否还会停留在这里 Would we still remain here regardlessly 当你的眼睛眯着笑 When your eyes squint and smile 当你喝可乐当你找 When you drink coke, when you find 我想对你好 I want to treat you right 你从来不知道 You never knew 想你想你 Missing you, missing you 也能成为嗜好 Can also become a hobby 当你说今天的烦恼 When you speak of today's troubles 当你说夜深你睡不着 When you say you can't sleep at night 我想对你说 I want to tell you 却害怕都说错 But am afraid it'll all come out wrong 好喜欢你 I really like you 知不知道 Do you know 也许可是让我想得太多 Maybe I think too much 也许该回到没我 Maybe I should go back to being me 梦里和相遇 In dreams and meetings 就毫不犹豫 Without hesitation 大声的说我要说 Say loudly what I want to say 当你的眼睛眯着笑 When your eyes squint and smile 当你喝可乐当你找 When you drink coke, when you find 我想对你好 I want to treat you right 你从来不知道 You never knew 想你想你 Missing you, missing you 也能成为嗜好 Can also become a hobby 啦～啦～ La~ La~ 我想对你说 I want to tell you 却害怕都说错 But am afraid it'll all come out wrong 好喜欢你 I really like you 知不知道 Do you know 啦～啦～ La~ La~ 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

WARNING!!!! PARENTAL GUIDANCE ADVISED! [ April 6th, 2006 4:51pm ] [ mood | Terribly Disgusted ] Got this frombloodyjun... http://www.sonikbyte.com/catkiller.wmv It's FUCKING SICK!!!!  I actually nearly teared watching the vid...  If I ever see this woman around, you can be sure she wun live to see another second...  She wun even noe wat hit her... I think bryocketh and sundaytea will feel as terrible as I do now... I promise to love my XiaoMao more from now on.... 4 comments | reply | edit | memory

SuperBand [ April 5th, 2006 1:33pm ] SuperBand has started... All I wanna say is.... Becoz bloodyjun's in it!!!!! Click Defuse to watch their performance at the Big Jam... And since I'm at it, do support Lucify too.... Becoz shinya666 (and Jon & Kelvin) are in it.... Click Lucify to watch their performance at the Big Jam...  0 comments | reply | edit | memory

再一次拥有 / 天灰 [ January 12th, 2006 2:54pm ] [ mood | Bored ] [ music | 再一次拥有 - 龚诗嘉 ] 我想念去年的冬天 I miss the winter of last year 下着雪的那一夜 That night when it was snowing 你给的温柔 The gentleness you provided 紧握的双手 The hands that held tightly 温暖整个寒冬 Warming the entire cold winter 失去了曾经的拥有 Losing what I used to have 在你离开以后 After you left 带走了笑容 Bringing away the smiles 只留下寂寞 Only leaving the loneliness 忘了幸福是什么 Forgetting what it's like being blessed 没有你的夜特别的漆黑 The nights without you are especially black 只能闭上双眼去感觉 Can only close my eyes and feel 没有我的夜谁在你身边 Nights without me, who is by your side 代替了那个从前 Replacing that past 能不能再听一次你说爱我 Can I hear you say you love me once more 回到还在你怀里的时候 Going back to the times in your arms 能不能让我再一次拥有 Can I possess once more 曾属于我的温柔 The gentleness that once belonged to me 能不能让我再一次拥有 Can I possess once more 曾属于我的温柔 The gentleness that once belonged to me *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* 如果你不再出现 If you do not appear again 我的世界还有什么可贵 What else is precious in my world 可惜不够时间 Pity there wasn't enough time 让我们试验什么叫永远 To let us test what forever is 想念变成怀念 Missing becomes memories 心动变成心碎 Being touched becomes being heart-broken 偏偏还会关切 Yet still troubled 你最后属于谁 Who you belong to in the end 我的天空今天有点灰 My sky is a little grey today 我的心是个落叶的季节 My heart is a leaf-falling festival 我不知道如何度过今夜 I don't know how to get past this night 所有的灯早已经全都熄灭 All the lights have long been extinguished 如果你从没出现 If you did not appear 我会不会觉得快乐一些 Would I feel abit happier 可惜残忍时间 Pity merciless time 总要把诺言一点点摧毁 Always destroys promises 我的天空今天有点灰 My sky is a little grey today 我的心是个落叶的季节 My heart is a leaf-falling festival 我不知道如何度过今夜 I don't know how to get past this night 所有的灯早已经全都熄灭 All the lights have long been extinguished 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

不想长大 [ January 9th, 2006 7:48pm ] [ mood | Superstar =P ] [ music | 不想长大 - S.H.E ] 为什么就是找不到无邪的玫瑰花 Why can't a non-demonical rose be found 为什么遇见的王子都不够王子啊 Why are the princes found not prince enough 我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马 I don't need him to have glass shoes or a white horse 我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话 I'm just surprised that his lovey dovey words have changed to lies 为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那黱高 Why does the fortunate bird fly so high 为什么苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药 Why can apples and hugs be poison 我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕 I never thought of the fear of having him, and yet still feel lonely 我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃 I suddenly remember the doll that used to accompany me 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后世界就没有花 There are no flowers after I grow up 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 我宁愿永远都笨又傻 I rather be stupid and foolish 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后我就会失去他 I will lose him after I grow up 我深爱的他深爱我的他 The one I love deeply, the one who loves me deeply 已经变的不像他 Has changed into someone different 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后世界就没有花 There are no flowers after I grow up 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 我宁愿永远都笨又傻 I rather be stupid and foolish 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后我就会失去他 I will lose him after I grow up 我深爱的他深爱我的他 The one I love deeply, the one who loves me deeply 怎么会爱上别个他 Has fallen for someone else 为什么水晶球里面看不出他在变 Why can't the crystal ball tell that he's changing 为什么结局没欢笑而是泪流满面 Why does the ending not have joy and laughter but are full of tears 我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡 I'm willing to continue sleeping peacefully before he comes back 但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴 But he's already gone to another town to kiss some other lips 为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现 Why is it wishes upon meteors never come true 为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险 Why is it handsome, brave men on horses are more dangerous than dragons 我当然知道这世界不会完美无暇 I know that this world cannot be free and perfect 我只求爱情能够不要那么样复杂 But I only wish love wasn't so complicated 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后世界就没有花 There are no flowers after I grow up 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 我宁愿永远都笨又傻 I rather be stupid and foolish 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后我就会失去他 I will lose him after I grow up 我深爱的他深爱我的他 The one I love deeply, the one who loves me deeply 怎么会爱上别个他 Has fallen for someone else 让我们回去从前好不好 Can we go back to the past 天真愚蠢快乐美好 Innocent, silly, happy, beautiful 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后世界就没有花 There are no flowers after I grow up 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 我宁愿永远都笨又傻 I rather be stupid and foolish 我不想我不想不想长大 I don't wish, I don't wish, don't wish to grow up 长大后我就会失去他 I will lose him after I grow up 我深爱的他深爱我的他 The one I love deeply, the one who loves me deeply 怎么会爱上别个他 Has fallen for someone else 10 comments | reply | edit | memory

So Random... [ January 5th, 2006 7:53pm ] [ mood | Lovey Dovey ] [ music | I Could Not Ask For More - Edwin McCain ] I cut and highlighted my hair today... I dun quite like wat the lady did with my fringe... I wanted it to be thicker, shorter and more "toot"...  It's too long right now... and irritating my eyes, as well as clashing with my eyelashes (Thanks to Estee Lauder & roseybud8)...  Actually I can push it to the side... But tat defeats the purpose!! I WANTED fringe! bahhhh... Or maybe I'll live with it for a few days den see wat I can do with it on my own... afterall, I used to cut my own fringe all the time in 2004 when I had bangs... Yesterday, I did an online quiz (courtesy of sundaytea)... ( My Results ) Anyway, on another note altogether, here's the lyrics to a song I JUST heard and love... call me suaku or watever... but i JUST heard it...  and the lyrics are soooooo beautiful...  -sigh- (Edwin McCain's I Could Not Ask For More) 0 comments | reply | edit | memory

Depressed... [ December 8th, 2005 2:21pm ] [ mood | Bouts of Depression ] [ music | Gone - Kelly Clarkson ] "'Tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la, la la la la..." "It's beginning to look alot like Christmas...." yada yada yada.... Yeah watever man... 'nuff of tat shit already...  Isn't it supposed to be a jolly Christmas?  Where's my joy?  I feel like I've been taken for a ride...  A long, emotional roller coaster ride (yikes! I'm reminded of the Alpha 8 and the sisters)...  I dunno y, but I feel like I'm sinking deep into depression...  One moment I could be happily chatting on msn...  And the next tears start rolling down my cheeks....  Wat the f**k is happening to me?!!!! Maybe it's coz Kel's not here to celebrate it with me... Our first Christmas apart... -sobz- Or it could be due to all the stress I hafta put up with...  No job, sitting here with nothing to do....  Damn, I'm convinced tai tai life is not for me.... Or it could be the stress my mentally disturbed frenz pile on me...  They've reached the point of no return... Their obsession is RIDICULOUS!!!! Please help me by getting over it and urself totally!!!! -rolls eyes- But then again, it could be (and most probably IS!) due to some lame asshole who has spoilt my entire Christmas!  I'm convinced that you are such a loser...  And I shouldn't even let you spoil the holiday mood for me...  But there's this little part of me that is so bloody pissed and more pissed (I can't think of a better word...  must be too much lazing ard... my brain cells are slowly diminishing)!!!  I really think you should start thinking with your head... and I dun mean the one at the bottom (as far as I can see, you've been using that all this while!!!)...  Dun take advantage of my kindness, you dickhead...  Go fucking get a life, stop being a prick and STOP tormenting me with your shit, bloody nonsense, and wat not! ( Kelly Clarkson's Gone ) P.S. Dun make assumptions if you dunno wat's going on.... 3 comments | reply | edit | memory

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